I don’t understand the lesson in this.
I know there is one, I just don’t know what it is. And I trust that God has a plan, but I just have no idea what it is.
Well, here goes saying it out loud…
I’m trying as of tomorrow to find a way to get out of my housing contract, because I can’t afford it. And I kindof just lied to my RA when she asked if I had a place to stay, by saying “it’s in the works”, when the reality is that my place to stay is on the street.
The funny thing is, I’ve figured out how to lie to the people I see most often, but not how to lie to my mother… Now that…that’s going to be the most challenging one. Especially since I made a promise never to lie to her.
… I just don’t know what the lesson is in all of this. I just really, really don’t.